My morning daydream
Huamm....waking up too early i guess...hm but i had already sniffed the smell of hot chocolate..it must have been my aunt..then i woke up with such a great expectation to taste a slurp of that drink.,pity.she guarded that very well.She only said that the drink didnt want to be polutted by my early waking up gesture..and finally threw me a towel..Get a shower..she said..and not more using my fruit bubble!..another addition from her..Gee..I used myself my own Dove bar soap...
Slowly I bashed my body and mudded it with that creamy bar. Something just passed in my mind..and it lead me to think about the one leaving me with such a feeling...this person reminds me that love shouldnt have to belong and possess each other..just because that person loves someone else..doesnt mean we cannot love each other..
well another term of love goes so general..however actually i need more than that general love.
dont you think that person really understand that i can do more than love to make that person care more than everybody else does? dont you think that person never realize about the coming up of the other feeling of mine?
another second of my body bash!..it reminded me of being stagnant and never force my own willingness..As I have transformed my self into the person who never cares of my own feeling, now on i become a very ignorant for love or such a feeling..it s been crashing down. Heart always gets a postion of up and down..and another third of my body bash..it thrills me that..there will not be anything opened hugely from my heart..The Logos has centralized my thought..and so have I...another fourth of my body bash..I felt more certain that love for me is only a part of distinguised and dirty discourse disgustingly. another fifth of my body bash..it also created a thought in mine that actually i belong to everyone who would like to use and characterize me with their own ways..i am prepared for what people want..and i disparate my own, personal right from it...I belong to Publics!..go using me, then!
I rubbed my body with my warm towel..and walked out with lots of confidence....I am not my self anymore..I am ready to be plotted for anyone's great expectation..and it was the time for me to spoil myself with my own hot chocolate..never be disturbed by my aunt or everybody else's scream to my drink...it is only my little right i can use my own with my full desired satisfaction.
Slowly I bashed my body and mudded it with that creamy bar. Something just passed in my mind..and it lead me to think about the one leaving me with such a feeling...this person reminds me that love shouldnt have to belong and possess each other..just because that person loves someone else..doesnt mean we cannot love each other..
well another term of love goes so general..however actually i need more than that general love.
dont you think that person really understand that i can do more than love to make that person care more than everybody else does? dont you think that person never realize about the coming up of the other feeling of mine?
another second of my body bash!..it reminded me of being stagnant and never force my own willingness..As I have transformed my self into the person who never cares of my own feeling, now on i become a very ignorant for love or such a feeling..it s been crashing down. Heart always gets a postion of up and down..and another third of my body bash..it thrills me that..there will not be anything opened hugely from my heart..The Logos has centralized my thought..and so have I...another fourth of my body bash..I felt more certain that love for me is only a part of distinguised and dirty discourse disgustingly. another fifth of my body bash..it also created a thought in mine that actually i belong to everyone who would like to use and characterize me with their own ways..i am prepared for what people want..and i disparate my own, personal right from it...I belong to Publics!..go using me, then!
I rubbed my body with my warm towel..and walked out with lots of confidence....I am not my self anymore..I am ready to be plotted for anyone's great expectation..and it was the time for me to spoil myself with my own hot chocolate..never be disturbed by my aunt or everybody else's scream to my drink...it is only my little right i can use my own with my full desired satisfaction.
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