Rhythm of the rain (thanks to The Cascade)

Listen to the rhythm of the falling rain

Tell me just what a fool I've been

I wish that it would go and let me cry in rain

And let me be alone again

sounds good to be listened for this song. time by time i look over this meaning of the song and accidentally it seems similiar to what i have been facing so far.

the difference is i have stopped crying and tearing eversince.
talking about relationship with someone tends to be a very simple matter for some people yet a very complicated one, just like what has occured to me.

being happy and sad is the combination of running every type of relation, but, eventually when it comes to the breaking up, stil i havent been managed to understand why it happens to me.

Listen to the rhythm of the falling rain

Tell me just what a fool I've been

I wish that it would go and let me cry in rain

And let me be alone again

Sometimes until this time i havent been strong enough to handle such incident yet life must go on and the searching for a new one begins again

can you understand how tired it is to quest another brand new one?

nope, i will not ask anybody to understand about me or whatsoever.

Listen to the rhythm of the falling rain

Tell me just what a fool I've been

I wish that it would go and let me cry in rain

And let me be alone again

Rain, you know i have kept silent and accepted every single thing i have been facing.
Never have i felt happy or sad, because on this stage i have been feelingless.
maybe it could be inferred to be angry
not, i cant be angry
not, i cant be sad
not, i cant be pretending
or yet i can be pretending everything to seem normal, running as usual

i can never be protesting for what people have conducted to me. i just let them.
never have they known about my personal so far after everything bad just let happen.

Rain, even i keep smiling for it.

Listen to the rhythm of the falling rain

Tell me just what a fool I've been

I wish that it would go and let me cry in rain

And let me be alone again

Rain, there were some chances for me to see the other brand new ones
there were some chances for me
there were some feelings arising then

however,
one by one starts to leave me
one by one has their own new stars
one by one even leaves by smiling
one by one has their reason and conclusion why finally leaving me behind
some new people notice me about my weakness or whatsover,
despite the notice they have shared to me, they kept leaving me too

when...
when everything seemed to be better than the previous experiences.

Rain,
i have an intention to devote everything, my heart, my mind
so there will not be any willingness from me to begin anything
so there will be a freezing inside of me
so there will be a chance for me to close anything coming to me

Oh, rain please tell me now that seem fair

For any to steal my heart away and any don't care

I can't love another when my heart somewhere far away

Rain, :)
I have managed to see lots of unfair things coming to me
I have managed to see lots of attacks for me
then
i should come to accept them widely
and
now
and forever
it makes my feeling close forever
surely
because i am not wanted
then i dont want any to come too

in front of others, i am just a king of drama
i am just what people want
so
rain
i have lost my personal
i have lost my things
i let people shape whatever they want
because rain,
i cant stand it anymore
let them rain, let them
because
i am effortless for anything

Regards,

IgnTobFan